The Sweet Bitter

Why does it feel like is so hard,
To put some joy in someone's heart,
The pain I face is more than i can take,
The smile you see its all just fake,
Why is there so many obligations,
I already have enough with all these temptations,
What would you do if one day you had,
A dispute between your work and friend,
Will you do what you should do,
Or give in to friends who knew you,
Just to bring joy to someone I would walk a mile,
But what use was it because she didnt see my smile,
Was I too busy till I forgot,
The only person who taught me a lot,
Or was I too proud to open and see,
That she wanted to be a friend to me,
How could I not see that she had love,
When she had been a gift from God above,
Now that I know this I will change,
And will never look back on this sad page
But whatever happens in the end,
I just pray and hope she'll still be my friend.