Why is life so hard to explain??

Why do I give such a name for my title? Cause things are just so hard to interpret nowadays things will b great and then it wont until you just seem to get fed up with life. I bet some of you do feel the same way I do.

Anyway let's forget about that, I'm resurrecting my blog from this short hibernation to write about the birthday party we had for my dear friend Jue Lyn yesterday. My unusual knack of meeting random people and making friends with them continued again, as i met 3 of Jue Lyn's frens in Sunway Pyramid. Umm the names, ummmm I think one is Sue Faye, the other 2 i'm not really sure. (Jue Lyn if you read this please remember to tell me their names)

Wad else? I'm just having this terrible itch in my eyes. so I tink I'll stop ere before my eye balls come popping out. hehe. Happy Birthday Jue Lyn!!!!!!!

Somethings have happened now which keeps me wondering what did I mean to you? Did I even have a place in your heart..... Based on what you said, I feel I wasted your time and I feel that I cheated you and hurt you but I won't know all this because now you wont answer my calls or reply my messages, its ok I get it but I wrote this so that you will neva doubt how much you meant to me in my life.....

Why did you have to do this to me?

After all that we had, is this what you wanted it to be?

You were the one who made me smile,

Even though it might have been just for a while,

You were the one who was always there for me,
Telling me that with me you will always be,

You were the one who would call me on "YOUR" birthday,

Because you just wanted to hear me say "Hey",

You were the one I wanted to be with,
because you didnt want me to be muscular or fit,

You didn't ask me to obey and sit,

All you said was "Mattie, you need to eat more a lil' bit,

You were the one who would never be angry because of what I said,

And we could talk for hours and hours until we hit the bed,

You were the one that I would think of when I woke up everyday,

And send you a text message saying "Hey, how are you today?"

You were the one who lit up my dark dark night,

By being there with me making my life bright,

You were the one who I could tell nething not matter what,

Even if I did happen to accidentaly fart,

You were the one that I would never want to lose,

Because to find sumone else like you, it's not easy to choose,

You were the one I would sing to when I was sad,

I would sing you our song "The best I've ever had"

You were the one who I could call any name,

And you still wouldn't get mad because you know it's a game,

You were the one who didn't know anything about Klang,

But still wanted to come, so you and me could go hang,

You were the one who was so dumb I could laugh at,

But you would laugh with me because you know I didn't mean that,

You were the one I could do anything with and yet you wouldn't mind,

Because you were that special, so humble and kind,

You were the one who didn't know what it felt like to be happy,

I tried to show it to you , but I guess it was crappy,

So I guess this is where I stop and say sorry,

And tell you, please do not worry,

I'm sorry I messed up in your life,
I'm sorry I hurt you with a knife,

I hope you can start life anew,

And never forget my wish "Happiness should always be with you"